Day 108 of my 108 days Journey challenge to intensely appreciate life.
Dear O, ( It is My Spirit Guide name)
I wrote a wonderful last blog and then by accident everything was erased. What shall I do?
O) can you write it again?
G) I can’t handle that, I am going to bed. Maybe I make a video?
O) Go sleep on it. See what is coming.
Day after
G) Good morning, I still don’t know.
O) Start with answering that:
How do you feel about day 108?
G) I have a bitter/sweet feeling about the last day of the challenge. As if I am saying goodbye to a good friend, but happy for her going on a new adventure.
I am relieved that I made it but also feel I will miss holding that question every day.
I am proud of that I wrote from my heart and gave myself insight but also feel embarrassed that I didn’t share it, as good, on social media.
I am inspired to know that I can give myself another challenge and see myself improving my life again. I am feeling also tired from doing this for three months and going through all this emotions and transformation.
O) What do you feel you gained? Was it worth it?
G) Yes, First I am astonished and encouraged that I did write every day, that every day when I put my other head on to look at my day and ask what was it all about? an answer always came.
That helped me build some trust mussels in myself.
Second, I feel that I managed to change my brain and outlook to more positive.
Third, I healed some major pains in my existence.
O) What are you going to do next?
G) I am actually very confronted with my next challenge. I can see very clearly what it is that I was avoiding doing. I also know that I can not improve my life without having a breakthrough. So I need to do the hardest thing and that would be my next challenge.
I intensely appreciate the insight, the inspiration, the will, the realization I found in asking myself every day those three question.
I intensely appreciate my beloved and children tolerating me writing every evening.
I intensely appreciate the technical support to deliver a blog every day.
What do I need to intensely accept about today?
I accept that ending my challenge in private is a bit lonely.
Was I intensely loyal to myself during this challenge?
Yes, I feel I found the right tuning to how to stay loyal to myself every day but also in the general direction to who I am in life and what I do.
What have I learned today?
Everything we are doing repeatedly we bound to become better. Practice makes perfects.
A question to you: What is coming to completion for your life? how does that feel?
The challenge questions are:
Try it for 7 days 
What do I intensely appreciate today?
What do I need to intensely accept about today?
Am I intensely loyal to myself? or Have I done my Meditation today?
What have I learned today?
