Your Tender Heart is Not a Weakness — It’s a Portal
Let’s be honest.
It’s not always easy to show up with joy or clarity right now.
Life feels intense. And some days… we don’t even know what we’re feeling.
I recently had one of those moments.
I asked myself: What is this heaviness I’m carrying?
And the answer came: grief.
Not just mine — something deeper.
Ancestral. Emotional. Energetic.
Not just the romantic kind.
But the heart that breaks
When we see what is really happening.
When we feel what has been lost.
When we witness what’s still being silenced.
A few days ago, I sat by myself and asked:
What is this feeling?
And then my little heart said honestly, “I feel broken.”
I didn’t run away.
I decided to listen when my inner little Jewish, Yemenite girl
Who loves all living things cried.
A broken heart.
Not just for me, but for the world.
For the children.
For the Earth.
For all the disappointments of the past
For the accumulated pain in our culture, in history, in the body.
And yes… in our own lineage.
LET ‘S BREATHE 
I had to remind myself, again:
It’s okay to pause.
It’s okay not to know what’s next.
It’s even okay to feel heartbroken.
What matters is that we continue to listen to the voice of our heart.
Then, I did what I always do when I feel this way:
I turned to creative expression — not to make something pretty or even good, but simply to give voice to the part of me that doesn’t have words.
The part that holds both light and fear.
I asked Great Spirit and my angels to guide me,
to take me on a journey where I could breathe again.
And I thought of you — and recorded it.
To my surprise, it became a beautiful healing experience that cleared away some of the heartache.
I sang. I hummed. I chanted.
Not to perform.
Not to sound good.
But to move energy.
To give space to what had no voice.
To let the stuck parts of me breathe again.
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This became a new Shamanic Journey, created together with a dear friend.
Light language is a healing form that flows through me.
I don’t always understand it with my mind, but I trust what it does.
It softens resistance. It calms the nervous system. It reminds the soul of who we really are.
This journey is not yet public — I’m sharing it here, with you, my circle of soul family.
Because I need this closeness.
And I want to stay connected to the people who feel what I feel:
The tenderness, the truth, the longing to come home — to body, breath, and soul.
Listen Here: https://youtu.be/Myo5HmVhM_o
When you listen, I’d love to know:
What did you feel?
What part of you needed this?
And… if you’re in Amsterdam:
There are still two spaces left for this Sunday’s Divine Mother Circle.
If your heart says yes, we would love to welcome you.
Let’s keep using our voices — not to impress,
but to express,
to release,
to heal,
to come home.
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