Peace and Healing
THE HEALING VOICE: LISTENING TO THE HEART VOICES
For years I felt as if I am torn between everything that I am: performing artist vs. producer, domestic person vs. career oriented person, introvert vs. extrovert, village girl vs. city girl, Clown vs. singer. I have completely exhausted myself trying to choose.
I had to go back in time to find the moment it all broke, and to my surprise, I arrived at my parents’ divorce and especially at the fact that I had to choose sides. I had to find a way to build a bridge and a relationship with my father and to accept in myself the qualities I always hated in him/me.
My parents are extremely contrasting personalities and their families are very different in character and temperament. Those two powerful families had broken contact after two divorces between them. The two families that my brothers and I were made of did not have anything in common, but we who were made from both, are complete people, we could not abandon any part of what we are.
When my partner and I decided to marry, the preparation included an enormous emotional effort to bring the families together, to give my father the respect he deserves without being labeled as a traitor by my mother and her family, to renew contact with all of my aunts (I have ten!) and to bring together neglected parts of my family. I was not aware of it at the time…